Dear Kiddo

hey future kid of mine. :] the sooner you know this the better you will be. thats why i want to write this to you now. you should know that...this is a tough world to live in. sometimes it will treat you bad. other times it will just confuse you. but you must keep you hear held high. beleive me, i know this stuff. and no matter what happens to you or me in life, i will always care for you and love you.
on a lighter note, this world can be awesome. eat monicals every chence you get. its amazing. i'll take you there all the time. the sports that you are able to be in are great, and were not too bad at them. the malls, oh man there amazing. its like being in heaven. only it smells like good food.
so remember, live will have its ups and downs, but just stick with it. love who you have, have fun and live it up.

My Dream

i have this one dream that i have over and over. it never changes either, maybe because i dont know it to. i dont know for sure. my aunt and i are cruising in down town peoria in her corvette like we used to. my hair would be blowing in the wind as we listen to oldies music and my favorite jock jams CD. Aunt Linda is wearing her favorite white visor that she always had. we would go to the mall and shop for hours. the resturants, the stores, the people..nothing ever changes. after the mall we go to wal*mart and Culvers. she sits in the car and gives me a ton of napkins so i dont get any food on the seats. driving home we talk about life....
then i wake up. every single time, right in the middle of the ride home. i try to sleep through it to see what else happns, but i never can. but i know that every time i do wake up, i dont know to. because having that image in my head just one more time is perfect. i cant do my dream in real life anymore, but when i dream it i'm happy just to see her face.

My Worst Fear

so when you read these fears you will probably laugh at me. everyone always does. since i was a little girl i have been terrified of caterpillars. the way that they just kinda wiggle around and there hairyness scares the heck outta me. not even lieing. i hate them. i also hate big dogs. like nothing over 20 pounds, and thats pushing it. clowns are pretty horrifying too. whenever i see one in a parade i run behind someone so they wont see me. even to this day i do that. this summer i got a new fear though. one that is truly giving me night mares and one that i will have a mark of forever. squirrels. i hate them. i absolutly hate them. theu terrify me, and more people know why. everyone loves to mention my scar which i hate or laugh at the story. but my gosh i hate them. so that about wraps it up. until next time....

CW. what is a poem

in my opinion, a poem can be many things. it can be an explanation of what some one feels. it can also be a way of telling a short story. personally, i hate poems that rhyme, unless theyre really funny. like shel siverstein. thats so good writing there. i love writing poems that are random and dont rhyme...and song lyrics. i love song lyrics. theyre just so...truthful to peoples lives and everything. a poem can also be angry, which makes things interesting for the reader. you dont usually read angry hateful peoms, so when i do at least, i enjoy them. that sounds weird. but still. soo yeah, thats what i think. peace out. :)

5A: Offend Nobody

ummm, so to be honest, i really dont know. i mean, censorship is everywhere, whether we like it or not. Free Speech is something that everyone "takes for granted" sometimes because they think that no matter what, theyre protected under it. but actually, theyre not. its used against them. and i hate how censorship stops us from being able to get into rated R movies and how they blep cuss words out of songs on the radio. that like...the opposite of free speecdh. its not like high schoolers like us have never heard those words before. i hate censorship. the end

4A Nature vs. Nurture.

i think that both nature and nurture helps shape us into the people that we are today and the people that we will become. our parents and family members are around us constantly from the day that we are born and every day after that. what they teach us and how they act around us affects us alot. the way they nurture us is a big part of us. i dont know.

3A Must see TV

Drama, suspence, excitment, sadness...my TV show would include all of that and more. i would call it I HATE HOPEDALE. Staring in the show would be 5 teenagers from 5 different schools that surround hopedale; U-high, Olympia, Central Catholic, Mackinaw and Tremont. these five teens wouls have to live in the small boring town for 2 months, unable to visit the big cities around them. They would have to endore all of the country life such as hunting, fishing, camping, cooking for themselves outside, being ssurrounded by crazy people and most importantly, being bored 24-7. they would be voted off one by one by their house mates until one is standing. that one will be named the Ture Hopedaleian and would win 50,000 dollars. the only catch is, they wouldnt find out until after they won that they can only spend the money...in hopedale. BAM!