Making a comeback : )

setbacks are hard to overcome. in my life, their have been some that i have easily over come and some that have been very difficult. the one setback that comes to me is when my aunt died in 2005. that sucked hardcore, we were so freakin close and it came as a surprise to everyone. i blame myself becasue i was there the day that it happened. but the more than i think about it, im kind of glad that i was there. everyday i blame myself, even when my friends tell me not to. in a way its taught me to be stronger and to believe the saying everything happens for a reason. whatever the reason it, i dont like it. but dealing with it everyday has made me stronger and let me learn how to deal with self blame...if that makes sense. and if this wouldnt have happened, i wouldnt know how to deal with it. but dont get my wrong, i deff. wish that it wouldnt have.