Internal Conflict

soo im not sure how well this actually fits in with the whole internal conflict, but for me it works. so im using it. Im going to Dee Macks prom next week, and my only emotion at the moment is stress stress stress. i have yet to schedule any appointments for my hair or nails and its just very horrifying at the moment. i dont really know why i havent, i just havent i guess. I will say though that the stress level went down a little bit when i finally got a dress. But it raised a billion levels when the couple who we were going with cant. sooo i say UUUGH. I just want everything to get worked out so i can stop stressing so much. it sucks. not gonna lie. so yeah thats my internal conflict of the week.

until next time.. :)

The ideal Mate

My ideal mate would be....one of a kind. He would have blonde hair, kinda shaggy but in a hott way, his eyes would be a sparkling blue and he wouldnt have acne or anything. Smooth faces are the best. His sytle would be preppy/surf boy. Like a boy from California or something. He would wear Hollister and A&F and everything. Hottness is the way to go. He would be 17 going on 18. the name doesnt really matter, soo we'll just call him Ben. why not, its not like i can pick the name of someone i meet. that would be cool though. Ben would be smart in school, but not like a geek or anything. A jock..be must be a jock. like super good at sports....he would play basketball football and baseball. those are my three favorite sports.

we would meet randomly. i have a habit of following cuute boys. so thats how we would meet. i dont stalk though. not like that. Our first date would definatly be amazing. like..a nice dinner at one of our favorite resturants, since we have alot in common. After dinner we would go to a movie and cuddle...in a cuute way. I love that. after the movie we would just drive around and talk and listen to music...just get to know each other. when he took me home he would give me a sweet little gentle kiss to say goodnight. annd from there we would pretty much be inseperable.

Ben would totally have to get along with my friends, like fit in with everyone. That always make things easier. i want him to have a family that i get along with and grow to adore and they adore me back. He has to have a nice vehicle of course. i mean i dont want to roll up somewhere in public in a piece of crap. no one does. itd be a serious relationship too, i love those.

sooo theres my perfect guy in a nutshell. until next time....peace out girl scout :]

A Wrinkle in Time

soo i was talking to justine about this blog, were decided to write about what the blog inspired us to think about. well for me...i thought of a cheeseburger. i know i know, why that? well it may be becasue im hungry, suuuper hungry. it may also be that i was singing the Veggie Tales song called His Cheeseburger. either way, a cheesebufger is what i thought of
what i would do to get my hands on a good one right now. One from burger King or Apple Bee's. omgsh, that would be amazing. Its really only making me hungrier thinking about it. buut oh well. lunch is soon. i hope its good.

so this wrinkle in time thing...yeah i dont know. Justine is writing about the Color purple right now though. i dont really regret anything, becasue even though i dont fully beleive it i have to tell myself that everything happens for a reason. so if i believe that then i wont have any regrets.

ok, thats all. peace out.